mengharapkan sesuatu yang tak pasti

pasaipa la aku terlalu kalut dalam memilih sesuatu?

teruk sungguh la.....huhu..


sabaq sat....ada la tu habuannaya....

hiLang PuNca

Semakin hari semakin ingin ku lupakanya, semakin kuat ingatanku kepadanya....adus, mcm mane la....apakah jika aku jumpa org lain, aku boleh melupakanya??mcm mustahil?apelah yg buat aku syg sgt kat dia tu? dia ada bomohkan aku ker??jahannam punya laki klu dia wat menda jadah tu....aku xleh terima hakikat..

Aku sekarang pakai contexlenses tp xtaw la brapa lama boleh tahan.....mungkin agak cun...hahahahah....poyo laaaa....aku sekarang 450 power....xtaw la laki mana nak kat pempuan rabun cam aku ni?huhuh...nasib nasib

menggapai angin di udara

Masih pening memikirkan hari-hari mendatang yang tidak tahu ujung pangkalnya...masih keliru dengan cita-cita yang boleh ataw tidak digapai??masihkah ada sinar harapan untukku teruskan perjuangan ni?masihkah punya masa untuk ku pijak ke dunia yang nyata??i m really unfinish bussiness with myself..very nonsense....

so, how the good idea possible to be? silent against?huhhhhhhhhhh......bosan to be like that................

masih mengeluh..............


9.55pg

no entry for the men

my heart break down.....does't have any idea for the name of men....fate up, possible to be crazy....woooooooooooooOOOO.....but y i reply his ym against....getting crazy against.....KUCAR LANAR.....still not strong to depend myself with PELURU berpandu....i must have strong friend to be friendship....

BZZZZzzzzzzzz.........zasssssssssssssssssssss

diriku bagai tali

Xtaw mcm mana nak mulakan sesuatu yang hambar dan kusam ni??kehabisan idea untuk tarik hatinya kembali....makin jauh dan jauh.....penat berusaha.mungkin taktik xkena ataw mmg jiwanya dah hambar ataw hancur untuk ku lagi?? xsanggup untuk berpisah, rela di maki dan dimarahai....manusia jenis ape pun aku xtaw aku ni?hati kering.

tauuuuuukkkkkkk...

5.18p.pm
takaful ikhlas cwgn
1 ogos 2010

matahari muncul kembali

28julai2010.....1.43ptg......presariof700

kehairananku menempa nempa...kenapa dia msg aku lagi?
rindu ker?atau xpuas lagi dia mengujiku??adus....aku xtahan sungguh diuji dengan perasaan ni.....xsanggup.....sakitnya bukan diluar tp menjalar habis sampai ke tulang hitam dan mengalir bersama darah meneyelinap keseluruh tubuh....meyebabkan sumer tindakan dikawalnya....aku xsanggup lagi syg....dah dah wat gitu....xkesian ker?

LETIH, BOSAN DAN STRESS

huhu, how gone do with myself? i work hard every day 16 hour for forget my lover but are that kind clever???how stupid am i?? People know if they felling same to me...huhu...oh god, i m not strong to trough my live in normal live. i want someone kind who is know me, who is can accepted mu attitude. I know i m so stubborn..

i feel better if i can write something but who is know me?who is gone take care of me??i m stress but i remember my mum and dad. they are higher hopes to me. so, i must be matured and do all the thing like the normal life.

Darling, i know u have many work to do. u have responsible to your family but what happen to me?you take me like a slave?u use me like witch? you done to me until my feeling gone and i don't know until now where my feeling? its there or not? i m like a stupid girls who is just follow whatever you want?is it you happy you did that to me? u always critics me, u always angry to me while i don't know is that wrong??
and i ask myself against, where is wrong?? i m always crying with you but why i love you very much..it is testing from GOD?

peace for me in ALAM BARZAKH...